Assalamualaikum.
Setelah berbulan meninggalkan dunia blog, memendam rindu terhadap dunia penulisan, menyimpan rasa tak terluah didada~~aicey, ayat nak bajet je. Jadi malam ni kembali untuk beberapa ketika untuk menghidupkan kembali suasana. serius, rasa rindu. nak baca entri lama, haritu gatal padam semua entri lama sampai tak tinggal satu pun.sebab tu pepatah ada kata, sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian tiada guna. hihihi~
I'm currently on my study week, and actually have been 5 days already (at the time this entry is posted). yet, still haven't start my muraja'ah. ohmaii!! ho3 ok then let's forget that for a minute. to begin with, things gone well these whole semester, alhamdulillah. groupmate semester ni pun semua yang boleh harap. and this is the first in the three semester I got this kind of groupmate, alhamdulillah~~ alhamdulillah.
aku pulak yang rasa malu sebab sibuk sangat dengan aktiviti komander sampai tak berapa nak perform sangat untuk assginment kumpulan. tapi diorang faham. sebab tu aku bersyukur sangat dengan ahli kumpulan semester ni :) a great lovely appreciation dedicated to them:
mimi, fatin, nurul, kak nadiah, kak atiq, kak yan, kak ati zeti, linee, abyan, khazanah, izzati, sakinah, syikin~~
most thankful to kak atiq, kak yan dengan kak ati sebab untuk subjek Multimedia memang semua diorang yang buat. hari jumaat terakhir kuliah was the due for that assignment and I need to submit 3 assignment on the same day. maunya tak gelabah, nak kata semua benda start last minute pun tak jugak but seriously I really have no enough time to complete all those assignments. sibuk dengan training bagaiiii. huhu~~mungkin masa tu aku terlupa, studying is the most priority tapi tugas yang aku buat tu amanah, tanggungjawab. takkan nak lari daripada amanah, ye dak?
semester ni jugakk aku banyak belajar tentang amanah, tanggungjawab dan pemimpin. serius, berat. berat sangat beban yang tergalas di bahu. pada mata orang, mungkin akan ada yang cakap, "alah senang je jadi ketua, arah orang buat itu ini" but it seems thousand times tougher and harder than words. sampai aku rasa nak berhenti dan lari daripada 'dunia' tu. sesak~ penat~ macam2 yang aku rasa. ada sekali masa latihan PERKOM tu, memang aku melanggar protokol dengan menangis atas padang kawad; perkara yang sepatutnya komander tak boleh buat atas padang kawad. tapi masa tu aku rasa tak mampu, tak tertahan. Allah saja yang tahu.
thanks to kakak2 senior yang membantu melegakan, membuang rasa2 itu, pedih.
heh, and I feel relieve because lecture weeks are over and now I just need to focus on my final exam. alhamdulillah, guess what? this semester I only sit for two papers which are Ethnic Relation (CTU553) and Organization of Information: Descriptive Cataloguing (IML507). heeee silalah jelez wahai Ain Ramli adn Myra Sohaimi huahuahua (gelak jahat). But actually, I prefer to have final exam than final project because at least, it can cover my coursework marks. at least, I said at least. but to balance both course work mark and final exam mark is times better.
I think I should stop here for this time being.
need to go to sleep.
its late now (3am).
so, take care.
wish that I can score much this semester.
till then.
toodles.
salam.
semester ni jugakk aku banyak belajar tentang amanah, tanggungjawab dan pemimpin. serius, berat. berat sangat beban yang tergalas di bahu. pada mata orang, mungkin akan ada yang cakap, "alah senang je jadi ketua, arah orang buat itu ini" but it seems thousand times tougher and harder than words. sampai aku rasa nak berhenti dan lari daripada 'dunia' tu. sesak~ penat~ macam2 yang aku rasa. ada sekali masa latihan PERKOM tu, memang aku melanggar protokol dengan menangis atas padang kawad; perkara yang sepatutnya komander tak boleh buat atas padang kawad. tapi masa tu aku rasa tak mampu, tak tertahan. Allah saja yang tahu.
thanks to kakak2 senior yang membantu melegakan, membuang rasa2 itu, pedih.
heh, and I feel relieve because lecture weeks are over and now I just need to focus on my final exam. alhamdulillah, guess what? this semester I only sit for two papers which are Ethnic Relation (CTU553) and Organization of Information: Descriptive Cataloguing (IML507). heeee silalah jelez wahai Ain Ramli adn Myra Sohaimi huahuahua (gelak jahat). But actually, I prefer to have final exam than final project because at least, it can cover my coursework marks. at least, I said at least. but to balance both course work mark and final exam mark is times better.
I think I should stop here for this time being.
need to go to sleep.
its late now (3am).
so, take care.
wish that I can score much this semester.
till then.
toodles.
salam.
